wishes

broken glass scattered on the floor,
i tried to bring you back,
to let you live,
to make you mine,
how hard can you be?

the night i gave away kisses,
and lifelong wishes,
and i can only reminisce how you made me smile.
how i tried to grip for that minute hope,
that somehow the ache you carry would be wiped out.
and that i can see that unpretentious smile once more.

i didn't hear the music,
i didn't hear your laugh,
when will you see that you are all that i need?

i wish she knows,how lucky she is, she has your heart.

behind the masked smile, i cry silently,
the moon and stars, my confidante.

i wish you were mine.

i wish i could live a thousand years or more,
until i can give away the melodies of my soul,
until your ears are no longer closed.
and you'll hear the story of a love that died before it sprung to life.

i wish you knew.
how i tried to call out to you.

clean cut bruises,
all out cruises,
i never made it out whole.

firecrackers,
love birds chatter,
i still cry for you.

the night arrives,
and again,



i start to wish.